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went to the sackville show on saturday and i tried to be happy but the whole evening turned out to be very negi. went to stephanie's for the night and i drank and ranted and wanted to cry a lot but i never did. came home yesterday and went to halifax with arjun(who is really annoying me lately) and bought the heima dvd and a new wallet and a generic tacky and ugly old lady coin purse. i came home and went out again and did something i probably shouldn't have and i feel like i should be really upset and disappointed with myself, but i don't think i care enough. i wish i could get over things but it's so fucking hard. it's cliche and generic but i really do feel like i lost my best friend. how are we still supposed to be friends and hang out if he can't even look at me? i do not want to work tonight, rah rah rah.
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